IF from the spot upon my heart the veil |
Should fall, and all the world should know my tale, |
How would the roses burn with envious light |
Knowing themselves less bright! |
Though all the day the leaping fire of sighs |
May from my fast-consuming heart arise, |
Winds of mischance so blow and scatter it, |
My torch is not yet lit. |
I leave the world, and to the woods I fly, |
But in the forest hunted still am I; |
I seek the silence of the lake and hill, |
But Love pursues me still. |
The malady of Love has turned my brain, |
For all my life I have abode with pain; |
Then why should I from sorrow seek to flee? |
Sorrow is kin to me. |
Here in the dwelling of unhappiness, |
My silent, desolate sorrow I possess; |
For how can shining love with me remain |
Within this house of pain? |
Behold the pages of my book of life! |
Blotted its record, black with sin and strife, |
As if the woe of all the world should be |
Ever pursuing me. |
O Makhfi, from this goblet thou shalt gain |
No exaltation, no surcease from pain; |
For tears of blood that flow from eyes grown dim |
Fill it unto the brim. |