MY heart is looted of its treasure, left |
Careless and unprotected, to my shame, |
And thus I weep, feeling myself bereft, |
Knowing myself to blame. |
With mine own hands the altar-fire I lit; |
As flame within a lamp my heart afire |
Glows even through the body casing it, |
And burns it with desire. |
Could I my foolish heart to ashes burn |
Then might I rest, my sorrow then might cease; |
Unto the ocean of Thy love I turn |
To find within it peace. |
I sink within its waters, nor above |
Its surface can my weary limbs uplift, |
Deep-drownèd I within the sea of love |
Lapped by its waves must drift. |
A wilderness this lonely heart of mine |
Till love transformed it to another guise, |
And now it shines as fair as the divine |
Gardens of Paradise. |
I would that I my longing might outpour, |
My grief might turn to hymns, my pain might tell |
In psalms like that sweet singer sang of yore, |
David of Israel. |
Unto the fields like pecking birds I go |
To gather up the ears of golden grain, |
But only tears, not corn, I gather—lo, |
They fall in floods like rain. |
O wise one, at the feast of love be glad, |
But careful too, and guard thy cup of wine; |
In ecstasy I drank the share I had, |
O Sage, take heed of thine. |
With slumber, Makhfi, heavy are thine eyes, |
And though thy tale has not attained its close, |
So deep a languor on thy spirit lies; |
Seek thou for it repose. |